Trappist Blogging
in Honor of Thomas Merton's
100th Birthday:
Essay 6 of 6 on
"Fire Watch, July 4, 1952,"
the epilogue of
The Sign of Jonas
The things of Time are in
connivance with eternity.
“Fire Watch, July 4, 1952”
Thomas Merton
I turn a corner on the path and suddenly the Grand Canyon is before me.
In that moment, the bottom drops out of my experience of time. Personal insignificance and timeless
significance coincide. People on the rim
are just grains of sand arbitrarily blowing across the uppermost layer of
strata. A glance over the edge is a
plunge into eternity.
While it sounds right and looks awesome, I don’t think this
is what Thomas Merton is referring to in the sentence highlighted above—which happens
to be my personal favorite sentence in “Fire Watch, July 4, 1952,” Merton’s
sublime epilogue to his book The Sign of
Jonas. The Grand Canyon experience
is powerful, a true contender for supreme iconic image of eternity colliding
with time. But I think Merton was referencing something on an altogether
different scale, available to everyone on a daily basis without the investment in
a Southwest vacation.
Merton prefaces this sentence with a paragraph that
resonates with the poetry of William Blake:
But there is a greater comfort
in the substance of silence than in the answer to a question. Eternity is
in the present. Eternity is in the palm of the hand. Eternity is a
seed of fire, whose sudden roots break barriers that keep my heart from being
an abyss.
The things of Time are in
connivance with eternity…
“Fire Watch, July 4, 1952”
Thomas Merton
The Grand Canyon. |
To see a World in a Grain of
Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild
Flower
Hold Infinity in the palm of your
hand
And Eternity in an hour…
“Auguries
of Innocence”
by
William Blake
Merton knows that God must be met in the present moment,
which he has learned from Blake is a doorway opening to eternity. But what sounds simple is difficult because
the awareness of passing time is a barrier to the experience of the moment of
time. It is a problem unique to
mankind. As Merton writes, “Only man
makes himself illuminations he conceives to be solid and eternal.” The things of time tease us with intimations
of eternity, while leading us away from an experience of the spirit.
Merton steps through the door of the tower, onto the monastery’s
roof, open to an experience of God in the night and in the moment. The “things of time” sentence opens a
paragraph that relegates the created world to shadows.
The things of Time are in
connivance with eternity. The shadows serve You. The beasts sing to
You before they pass away. The solid hills shall vanish like a worn-out
garment. All things change, and die and disappear. Questions
arrive, assume their actuality, and also disappear. In this hour I shall
cease to ask them, and silence shall be my answer. The world that Your
love created, that the heat has distorted, and that my mind is always
misinterpreting, shall cease to interfere with our voices.
“Fire Watch, July 4, 1952”
Thomas Merton
So while my view of the Grand Canyon
is profoundly felt on one level, its very majesty connives to hide its
ephemerality. It, too, will “vanish like
a worn-out garment,” a faith belief entirely in line with geological
understanding. Like the beasts in
Merton, the view sings of eternity. It
blindsides us. And then the mind pitches
in and begins misinterpreting it.
Detail, Children's Games (1559-1560) by Pieter Bruegel the Elder (c. 1525-1569) oil on wood. Kunsthistorisches Museum, Vienna. |
You’re sitting on a swing and the bottom unexpectedly drops
out of your normal experience of time ticking by.
The second hand on the watch stops.
A moment expands into eternity.
And then it contracts, as the second hand inevitably starts circling
again. The things of time fall back into
place. I recall the
impossible-to-capture experience but not how it ended. Perhaps it was like this:
There are drops of dew that show
like sapphires in the grass as soon as the great sun appears, and leaves stir
behind the hushed flight of an escaping dove.
“Fire Watch, July 4, 1952”
Thomas Merton
Those are the concluding words of “Fire Watch,” coming after
God speaks in Paradise , conveying a message
that everything is blessed. (“No more lay hold on time, Jonas, My son, lest the
rivers bear you away.”) In Merton’s
case, his job on the Fire Watch ends as the sun rises. He returns to the mundane tasks of being a
monk while the Holy Spirit departs like a dove.
The Grand Canyon. |
Reference Source
The Sign of Jonas by Thomas Merton
Click here for the entire six-part Fire Watch series.
© 2015 Lee Price
Click here for the entire six-part Fire Watch series.
© 2015 Lee Price